During My Time Away.2/15/2020 For personal reasons, I am on a necessary break from social media. But, that doesn’t mean I took a break from life. Things have been weird and sometimes rough, but also busy. As some of you may know, I’m a marketing coordinator by day, and a single mother of 3 teens, and an author and artist, by night. Needless to say, life can get pretty hectic at times. Here’s what’s been going on lately though: My daughter, Grace, auditioned for, and got 2 parts in her high school musical production of Annie! The rehearsal schedule has been brutal, but she’s been on top of her school work and still manages to binge watch some Gilmore Girls with her momma. (Smiles.) I love couch time with my girlie! And - bragging moment - she was accepted into the Honors College at EMU! Hooray! My son, Adrian, joined two extracurricular music groups. First, the Video Game Orchestra, which is a student-run group learning the scores of famous video games. I’m totally looking forward to that fun concert in the spring. He also recently decided to join the Pit Orchestra for the musical. So, TWO of my babies will be performing. (And yes, this mom has already purchased tickets for 2 of the 4 days of performances in March.) I still manage to sneak in an episode of Green Arrow or the Flash with him and every so often we game together on his Switch. (Darn that Rainbow course on MarioKart!) And, the kid gives his momma THE BEST HUGS every day when I get home. I don’t know how I could’ve survived the last few weeks without them. My oldest, Jane, made the decision to join Alpha Sigma Tau sorority at EMU and is super excited about this new chapter in her college career. And, she's applying to the nursing program at the end of this semester! (Eeep!) It’s been fun having conversations with her about the new things she’s trying and I’m so proud of the young woman she is becoming. Amidst all of this, I also released my 8th novel, “Revealing Hope,” in e-book format and am currently working on getting the paperback formatted, proofed, and available for purchase. It’s a “process.” (Blarg.) I’ll be planning a few book signings in the near future. Thankfully, the early reviews that have trickled in have been great, and it seems readers are happy and love the plot twists I threw at them. I swear, I don’t know where some of these ideas came from, but I love those moments as a writer when I get to surprise even myself with exciting story ideas. Additionally, I dusted off the pencils and treated myself to a few new sketch pads to crank out some new drawings. I’m excited to go to the DIA (Detroit Institute of Art Museum) today as seeing the masters up close and personal is always inspiring to me. And, I’m looking forward to celebrating my mom’s 79th birthday with family this weekend, too. It’s always a fun circus when all of us Kachnowskis get together. (Quick, pass the bourbon before it’s gone!) Lastly, toss in some meandering around with words for (maybe) my next writing project, and hitting the gym nearly every day so that my sanity stays intact. Mostly. Other rambling things of note: I also managed to score some REALLY good bourbons (although I haven't cracked them open yet) and am hoping to book a tour at a cool Detroit distillery soon. (Where are all my drinking buddies!?) Oh, and I’m kind of obsessed with Eminem’s new song, “Godzilla.” Dude. Check it out at 2:56. (Link below) Holy moly. This song speaks to the inner gangsta in me. (Haha. If you know me, you’d realize why this is so absurd and hysterical.) Most recently, I’ve been commissioned to paint a very large piece. It’s intimidating, but I’m up for the challenge. I’m going to pull my daughter, Jane, in to assist, so it should be a fun mother-daughter project in the near future. Drawing and writing have always been very therapeutic for me so I’m thankful for both. Recently, I wrote a very personal blog post that I may share one day, but for now, this is all I can give you. Taking a lesson from my recent book, I do hope to return to social media soon. “Have courage and be kind.”
- Cinderella P.S. Help feed an author and don’t forget to download my newest books. I even have some audio versions available for those who are more of the podcast-type (and don’t forget to post reviews! *cough*) Thank you so much for your continued support, and, please stay tuned for book signing dates and future blogs! Click here to see my amazon author page: https://amzn.to/2UHxkQl
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The What Is.11/19/2019 So. Many. Words. Just jumbled up inside of me, pushing and shoving to get out. But where to begin? Sigh. The struggle of a writer. Or any artist or performer really. We have these thoughts. These visions. These images. Ideas. Words. People. Scenes. Energy. They are jumbled up inside our head and sometimes we catch glimpses of them. Shadows, if you will. Then, sometimes… quite suddenly, they start pushing their way to the front and want to get out. It can be chaos. And poor me (us) the writer, the artist, (or whomever) … gets down to the painstaking craft of trying to unlock the door and release the “WHAT IS.” What I mean by the “WHAT IS,” is literally, “What is back there? What is going on? WHAT THE EFF IS ABOUT TO BE UNLEASHED?” It’s the WHAT IS that pushes -- or maybe compels is a more accurate word -- us to make us tell it’s story. Whether it’s through writing, art, music, dance, sports, whatever that WHAT IS is, it aches to escape and needs to get out. Like a horror film, the WHAT IS climbs and claws it’s way through our mind and body to get to the forefront. A thrilling and suspenseful, yet sometimes painful and torturous journey, that keeps us on edge and drives us forward to unleash it’s power. We, as writers/artists/athletes, simply open the door and become the conduit. And sometimes, some of us are brave enough to unleash our WHAT IS to the world. Let me tell you… it is a scary sonofabitch. But, It is a part of our being; a fire within ourselves that somehow moves through our fingers, feet, bodies, or voices. Regardless of the manner -- our bodies are the conduit for the creative force that is within. And sometimes, we do it justice. Other times? Notsomuch. We WANT to. Trust us. We really, really want to do it justice. But sometimes, it escapes us and the WHAT IS doesn’t fully come out, isn’t fully realized, or we simply don’t tell it right. But still. We give it to you. As terrified as we are… And the WHAT IS becomes IT. And IT becomes a part of us. Then… maybe… if we’re lucky…. In some way it becomes a part of you. Sometimes, YOU hate it. And we feel that hate. Ohhhhhhh we feel that hate so deeply. That’s what is so terrifying. But yet… the bravest of us… the ones that can’t quiet the WHAT IS keep going. Keep talking. Keep Writing. Drawing. Singing. Moving. Racing. Creating. For whatever reason, even through the pain, suspense, torture, tears, and fear, that spine-tingling, pulse-racing FEAR… We. Keep. Going. We do it because we must. We keep letting the WHAT IS come out. And we pray… and hope… and dream… each time… That you love and embrace our WHAT IS. AuthorJulie Cassar, Best Selling Archives
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